Well, I want to say I'm the kind of guy who plans on "walking the walk," but,
When it takes 3 months to make 1 scape and I only have 1 tank, there's not much I can do to make the time go faster. XD I really wish I could do more, but I can't-- and I've been frustrated by my inability to act on my visions for a long time. Please be patient, and understand that I can only execute them 1 at a time, and it takes time.
If I do more aquasketches, will that help convince you that I am sincere in not just dreaming, but going for it as best I can? Though those are also very time consuming. As a college student doing this as my passion in my spare time, there's not much I can do to expand my portfolio faster.
Also, I think this scape will shape out well. Remember that the photos here were taken at 3 weeks. Sure, I've had some trouble, but I think that this lay out will clean up well, and if not be great, will be a great stepping stone for me.
As for Amano, I don't mean to say I don't respect his decision-- it just makes me sad is all. But I guess I can understand. I could not judge him as a person, but as an artist I can certainly critique him. I do believe, that there's something special to his old work that is lacking in the pieces his company manufactures.
As for my "arrogant air," like I said to Jason, I know it's a problem for me and I'm working on it. I'm not afraid to admit it and apologize for it though. I don't actually think of myself as some lord of the universe.
And, in the critiqueing thread, I already posted my opinion that critiqueing is something that we should all do, regardless of position. It would thus make me a hypocrite to do otherwise.
Our critiques may have different value for different artists, but that's up to the artist to decide what value a critique has. If an artist chooses to see my critiques as of little use, thats a decision that's part of his process.
The important thing for my own sake, is to judge and interpret the critiques directed at me. Therefore, I am very greatful to hear the opinions of my peers regarding both my actions/personality, and my work because I am still growing as both a person and an artist.
Using my own name.
Showing all my work to others.
Trying to show my work even to those outside aquascaping.
Helping others as best I can.
Trying to share my opinions about art and aquascaping.
Working, and trying hard to expand my vision.
Signing onto this forum everyday and being active as possible.
Carefully considering the critiques of others about me.
I'd say I'm already doing everything I can to show my sincerety.